MY BIRTHDAY!

Ok my birthday was awesome I got a lot of phone calls and comments on my facebook wishing me a happy birthday. Everything was going great I got the cd that I really wanted and my family and I decorated my house for christmas. Well that night was the Sig Ep pledge auction which I was really excited about. I went and had fun alittle to much fun. I drank so much that I got really sick. Well the next morning I woke up with a hangover but I started to feel better around lunch time. Well initiation for zeta was that afternoon at 3 I went but because I had nothing in my stomach and had low blood sugar I was passing out so I didnt get initiated and wont until next semester. I have learn my lesson and Im not drinking again I just wish all this didnt happen but I learned it the hard way.

Oh My Gosh DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!!!!!!

One of the things I hate most is drama and well thursday night there was plenty. If you read my last entry I got a date for semi-formal. Well semi-formal went ok but after that we went to the Sigep house and my date Hunter did not even come up to talk to me. At first I didnt care but half way through the party I got in a bad mood. One reason was because of him not talking to me but another was some of my Zeta sisters went to talk to Hunter about me without me knowing. Dont get me wrong I Love my sisters but they dont need to help me with guys. From what I understand Hunter thought I wanted a boyfriend which is totally not true. I just got into college and there are so many people that I am meeting I dont want to be tied down. But when I was getting ready to leave he wanted to talk to me. He told me we shouldnt go any further. Well of course that pissed me off because I like how me and Hunter were hanging out flirt with each other. But I didnt even ask him why because I was in a bad mood and did not feel like fighting. But I just makes me mad because I have lost a good friend because of something that people were doing without me knowing. Now I have to call him so we can sit down and talk because I dont like having things upset me and I want him to hear my side of the story. Because he has only heard what other people have said and assume that is what I am saying which is not true. But since thursday night I have not been able to sleep well so I hope we can work things out soon and have things go back to the way they were. But that was my sucky weekend plus Im sick so that makes me feel even worse.